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[06 Jul 2007|01:43am] |
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A great numb feeling washes over me as I let go of the past and look forward to the future. Pretend to be a vampire. I don't really need to pretend, because it's who I am, an emotional vampire. I've just come to expect it. Vampires are real. That I was born this way. That I feed off of other people's real emotions. Search for this night's prey. Who will it be?
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| i never thought about this before |
[05 Apr 2007|12:57am] |
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i have a child now. i made my bed so i guess i have to sleep in it. it doesnt matter how much andrew hurts me. he is the father of my baby and i have be loyal.i have to try to make this work for liana.im not letting him go as long as he still wants to try to work things out. when he pushes me away that will be the day.
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| pimpin aint easy |
[04 Apr 2007|01:08am] |
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i didnt think it would get to this point. i still love him and i want to work things out for liana. but this other guy is sooo amazing.....
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| jeez im sooo happy |
[26 Mar 2007|11:10pm] |
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i finally met a guy who is sooo hot and sooo nice to me i like him soooo much. im going to tell andrew its off i am finally ready.
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| well |
[02 Mar 2007|10:19pm] |
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things are going good right now. for the time being i dont care about andrew and i am happy with everything else in my life.who needs a man.
boys are nothing but trouble.
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| im just destined |
[28 Feb 2007|11:26am] |
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no matter how careful i am. something bad is always going to happen. i guess i should just be glad it could be alot worse
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| eeee |
[21 Feb 2007|09:07pm] |
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i just spent over a hundred dollars on a pair of shoes which isnt bad since i rarely buy shoes. and i really like them.anyways i havent had hot sex in while. idk if thats a good or bad thing haha. to me its kinda a bad thing..haha i need to get get some
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| its over |
[20 Feb 2007|01:43am] |
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its fucking over. i give up. fuck waiting till may. i end it now. the sooner i get over this shit the better. im done. maybe i will change my mind maybe i wont. hopefully i wont. but im fucking done.
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| fucking idiot |
[08 Feb 2007|10:18pm] |
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im so fucking stupid why didnt i think of it before. now its too late. im such a selfish bitch i hate myself right now.how could i be so retarded. my personality does suck and i am over dramatic....now i have realized it and its too late
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| bitch be gone |
[05 Feb 2007|08:00pm] |
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works everytime! and shes gone
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| MY SCHEDULE |
[10 Jan 2007|07:34pm] |
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Composition 2 MW 9:30-10:50
BASIC HEALTH PRO SKILLS W 1:00-1:50 (WEST CAMPUS) EWWWW
Medical terminology NET
Ballet 2 TR 9:30-10:50
Speech- Public Speaking TR 11:00- 12:20
EXT. INTERM ALGEBRA TR 1:00-2:20 PM
MATH LAB T 3:00-3:50
Ill probly end up dropping one later but o well
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[08 Jan 2007|03:59am] |
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i dont understand how someone can say something so mean and heartless and not feel bad or anything about saying it.
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| realization is settling in |
[07 Jan 2007|07:46pm] |
i dont think i will ever find that special guy. i have a feeling he isnt out there. what am i waiting for? there is noone for me. fuck it. i give up. i decided im just going to have fun and not care anymore about anyone. im tired of trying for something that is never going to happen., care what other people think. like i always say
bummer times....well at least theres a party.
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| auhhh eddie!! |
[17 Dec 2006|12:14am] |
so the other day i got a random text message from eddie, at first i was just like wtf i cant belive u have the nerve to speak to me blah blah being a bitch
but then i remembered
im not a bitter bitch like some people. and everyone deserves to speak and at least give their side of the story.
well he didnt deny any if it. which is a new thing for him at least with me. he admitted everything. he said he was sorry for what he did that i wasnt just a rebound girl to him he actually did have feelings, and just lied about having a gf because he didnt want to lose me or whatever.none of his reasons were right or made me understand. but im over it and ready to move on forgive and forget. i cant be mad at people forever.
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| yea so anyways |
[15 Dec 2006|02:24pm] |
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im thinking about dying my hair black yay or nay
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| as if i could be any more pissed off at myself |
[14 Dec 2006|01:51am] |
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i made an 87 in dance appreciation. im soo pissed off at myself. it was bad enough that i made a C in English but i got a fucking B in dance appreciation. I dont even want to know what I made in History because i thought i was doing so well in all of my classes. there goes my goal of making the dean's list. at least i i passed right. whatever. i hate myself right now
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| is it always bad to be immature? |
[08 Dec 2006|11:02pm] |
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everyone is constantly saying im immature. childish whatever.i used to deny it, but since everyone thinks that i must be. so i guess i am immature. is it bad to sometimes be a child at heart?
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[06 Dec 2006|06:11pm] |
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everyone keeps stressing out about the stupid map test. i took it it was soo easy and my professor gave us the answers to a part of it , and this was like 2 weeks ago. so idk why everyone is soo stressed about it. I hate when u do real good in your class u always come to class do your work some other bitch doesnt and wants u to give her all the answers and shit and give her my fucking paper that i wrote. wtf without even trying it on your own. fuck that shit. i guess sarah was RIGHT about this hoe. she is a bitch.
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